word from my heart♥

oh yeah,this article will be a damn long post,
so if you dont have patiently to see in just close this article~!
thankiu♥


see my previous post right?
this article is about friendship,love,family...
why suddenly i got a such idea to write this,
is got reason,
because i'm going to leave school life!
mayb i wont see my friend again,or mayb i will meet back them...
i cant know what will happen 2moro`:)

LOVE
marcus ho: i dont knw what should i give you a comment,thanks for you being my friend 08/06/08..thanks for accepted me as your gf at 08/09/08...thanks for you leaving me at 05/11/09(my mummy birthday)!thanks that leave me when you back from indonesia~!!!! thanks thats god give you find a new gf after me~! stay sweet with ur new one!!! thanks thanks thanks! you're just a suck guy n my life.thats all~

friendship
is alot alot to say....xP
1st CNC!!!

babes neoh yuh tyng: i tell you i tell you,i know you since form 1...we stick together since form 1...but you is the most far relation with us`:( you look cool nowdays,you look quite nowdays,
please you dont lost of my life,even though after you come out work know new friend..! dont forget us`:) you belong to me.....we spend alot,we talk alot,we crazy alot`^^ so,we must keep in touch~ you dont lost,abor i will smack you with a stick`...xP :) neoh,fast fast find a boy lar you! hahaha,so long din see you pak tuo`:) and now,we no more school life,i do miss you like hell.please lar you dont keep stay at home become "zai nv"! i will catch you out~xP




babes chua hiang chean: know you since primary school.but when was primary school we do hate each other enough! after that,form 2 meet back you again till now..:) awww,we din alot thing...:) and now,we cant meet everyday,we cant eat together everyday, promise me,no forget CNC! i'm going to cry that we will less meet:( anyway,we must chill out togerther ya`:) muackssss.....:) love you! and now,pak tuo with max kong.:) both of you must sweet`:)
dont forget me,dont forget what we promise,if got thing we must say out! no more school life now,i think we will damn damn miss each other! T.T




chua hiang theng: YOU! :) hahahhaa, study hard:) bye bye,we wont meet at school anymore,we cant recess together anymore...but promise, we will meet each other:)hahaha! muacksss~1


now is my 2nd best friend babes group@

tee yuok kee: oi oi oi, same here...last time i do always hate your attitude when i dont knw you.after know you,only knw that you're a nice girl`^^:) hehehe,i miss the moment we tuition together,i miss after school go to ur hse lepak makan with torng`:) but we no more school life become memories`:( arhhhh,kee kee! :( you always give me more and more de comfort de...always when i sad sure i go ur hse`:) den you will bring me starbucks`hehe..
love you love you~♥ i will always go ur hse lepak,dont worry! hahaha`xP



who is thisssss? yea,sue ah torng:) the shortest punya amoi..hahaha`:) anyway,be tough,be strong:) we will less meet le:( i will miss you 99! :) i miss out form4 moment ler`:)dont always emo,abor i will kill you!xP
hahaha,take care:)

and last,
soh siang ying,chong mei chee,chan kien chong,GOH chii khei ,TAN YUAN,PHOON CHEN SAM and so on!!!!!
listen here.....
you all better dont forget me,abor i really will kill you all`:(
i know we will meet less,even less talk...
if got 1 day we see each other at a street,please dont walk aways,come over and say HI!
exspecially aci,jian chong~ ! heard it?

glad that to have you all,appericiate you all always by my side,miss the moment we run here run there in school.anyway,going to say bye to school....:) so take care` ^^ (keep in touch)♥

miss you all my lovely friend`♥

hearted you all♥

yes,i'm in a mood to write a blog:)

hey,guy!! how are you? miss me or not?:(
oh yeah,SPM is over soon~
i'm going leave school life and step to another life`
full of stress,
think and think....what should i study after i get result?
what job should i work?
when i can i get the license?
when i going to become strong and tough?!! when when when?
my answer:dont knw, but i need to hardworking! den i will got a good result or answer`!

i dont feel to write blog anymore,since that day a guy leave me alone!
coz,this blog full of the memories`!
make me feel sad?i dont knw!
so sucks....
the life is so grey....

very lucky that i got alot babes,alot alot supported!
hey!!! i dont knw how to stand strong,but promise you all i wont let you all worry~
exspecially those guy always comfort me at msn♥
i received you all heart`:) thanks! pleasure to know you all~

091209♥
plan to starbucks..:)
got a such happy days`^^
babes kee:
you are the most tough girl and strong! :) always give us alot comfort♥

babes torng:
i were knw you 5 years! still rmb form 1? we argue,we hate each other,we try to give a tight slap to each other,but after form 4 you go in my heart,we become good friend~good buddy`^^ you must stay strong like kee kee`! if you got thing please say out~ once you say out,the nex second or the nex day we sure at starbucks to chill you~! ♥

myself: i dont knw what should say,but as long got you all i will fine everyday,everytime,every second!!!:)


our place and the favourite drink of us`(:


my kee♥






my torng♥




myself♥





i know this picture look rude, but is kind of art`:) hahaha

FUCK YOU! DAMN YOU! who else,this wanna show to you,MARCUS HKS~! get off,DIE~!

we chill at starbucks for 3 hours`:)
girl mouth,apa pun boleh cakap`^^ and we dont feel bored at all`:)

next,we go to play colour sand`♥


in process to success a picture`:)


nemo♥



snoopy♥





finally............................





which nicer?:)

bla bla bla,gonna stop here,ciaozzzzzzzz...
my nex post:for all my school friend,babes girl,net friend,family!
wait me!!!!
bye bye`:)

P.L.A.Y.G.I.R.L

suddenly i do like this word so much,
PLAYGIRL!
oh yeah,
i was freaking free to writting a blog,
no point....
i'm too BORING~
i need a job to make my life rainbow~!


just now,
saw babes DIANA blog,
http://babydiana-theonlyone.blogspot.com
i feel sadness, feel dissapoint, feel pity...
not to her, is to LOVE...

sometime i do thinked why love got sweet sour spicy bitter?
is too alot favour to try~
i can feel you DIANA...
i know ur feel~:(
arhhhhh,dont sad dont sad okay?
friend is always over around you~:)

LOVE,
we dont need coz feel lonely to search a lover...
we search a lover when we feel wanted to sayang,love ppl`:)
be a good loved...:)
"dont fed up and mess with love" marcus word~!
he always do say, i love my lover in a relax happy way...
dont argue with lover,thats he~:)
he is a good lover,but not a gentlemen!



MARCUS HO, ur leaving really let me know alot alot thing,
i really realise that, is alot thing need to face.
not you but me too!

sometimes i do really miss you,
but once i think,
u dont care about LOVE...
if you love me,you wont leave me? izit a true?-__-
since you dont want to face it, so i will face it~!
coz however i'm stronger than you!
not like you,everything try to escape!


craps, you have so many reason to leave me.
so,i do leave! coz i know i'm a played for you!

what i wanna say is,
i love my ownself,
i wont love you,
however i love you,
i will only keep in heart,
however i hate you,
the wind will blow aways~
you give up what i love,
you break up all the love i had....
you dont knw the feeling,
you din stand at my side and think...
FINE!
is regret to love you,but thats my choosed..


you make me feel,
i have no more energy to love anyone,
i have not brave to love anyone,
stranger with love,
i scared with love...

you guys,do need to chase me...
wasted your time...
i have scared,i have no more energy in love,is feel horror!

DREAM!!!

lols,
you guys know?i'm super duper hate myself lar~!
WTF?*
yes,and i do hate tuesday so much so much~~~~

and now,
my feeling writting this blog is HATE!
was dream him again last night,"is wondering dream him for what?"
dreamed he hug me as tight and said no nex time simply say something`
haiz,please fuck away from my dream....

i dont need you....USELESS
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself!


HOPE,
you will fade aways from me....
almost 1 month....
i can live without you!
you just a passeger ....

coming.....xP

lalalalala~
i know i'm late..blekkkkk^^
hahahaha, wait me for long time ler?


is happen alot thing in this few days,
sad,happy,angry,emo:)
but,i still know to cover back it~^^

a very awesome birthday party i got at last friday night^^

date:14/11/1992
vanue:KFC@kepong
Sponser by: all my babes & "newlife"~^^

let's talk the story...
please patient to read yeah...:)

friday,
i got tuition.. with my gang kee,and tong babes~^^
after tuition,mun mun jie fetch us back...
den we go to my ex-mum hse to get back all my stuff...:)

p/s:aunty,i miss the food you cook:) awesome!
little ah bi,study hard hor^^hope the bear i buy for you you like it ya`:)

den back to kee's hse...
and ate my dinner.....
chit-chat with kee's mun and kee's sister them~:)
after that hor,
kee say:"lu,go out lor." den i say go where?
she say yam cha..okay fine~:)

SKIP*
later on,ah b come and fetch us,and tong~^^
lepas,we go KFC ...then,
suddenly, i saw alot ppl that i wont expect they will come..
after i walk walk walk,the stupid li jie say:bao lu,today you birthday huh?^^
wahahaha,that time i know everything lor..
i so touching lor...
walk longer see more ppl~
that time my mind:"wa,why so many ppl comne geh?^^hahaha

SKIP*
my babes all of them come too^^
let's picture do talking~^^

suprise come out`^^




thanks for them^^:)

i love you,CNC~:)♥









the groupie picture`WE ARE GIRL^^
i love i love~♥



tong,kee,XQ,YT and me^^♥


XQ,myself,YT,xian ting^^♥


kiss:)♥


the sweet couple,stay forever`^^


myself & aci ♥



kee with lu ♥


my gor and his's sister-ME♥


suddenly,the cake appear;)
song started sing~^^
lalalala^^

chocolate banana♥


shy.xP




get force to take picture with he~ZL,ZL...



my gang`:)



lastly,
thanks you guys~♥


i will stay happy always~:) coz,i know i got you all~xP


ciaoooooo....
bye bye,wait my nex post....
when i got the mood~xP

stay without you the 15 days~

what i wrote~!

你可知道，要女人卸妝面對一個愛人，是需要多大的勇氣？

你可知道，當女人讓男人脫去自己的衣服，一絲不詿的在他面前。是需要多大的愛？
你可知道，當你抱著她，說一句我愛你，是多么讓她感動的一件事情？ 你可知道，女人付出了一切，男人因為得到而不再用心時，女人的心撕裂成一片一片.
你可知道，當女人盯著哭花的臉，走在街上，不管是不是有人在看她時，她的心快要死了？
你可知道，女人的愛和男人的愛，最大不同在于，男人忘不了初戀，但是女人把每一次的愛情，當作是初戀，也是這輩子最后得一次愛。


女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多應該知道的事情。

你說呢？
我就說，現在的我就是這樣。。。男人請你好好愛惜這次愛情。 。。你們可知到女人要鼓起多大的勇氣的愛來愛嗎？因為，每次每次，她們都怕那是一種傷害.如果你不愛她，就不要拆開她的衣。就是因為一廂情愿，就是 因為她愛你，她才會這樣～男人，你的性格不可以該，你也不要以為女人會改。她會為你改也因為她愛你，該不到也別責怪～！因為女人每次都沒有要男人改，把她變成一種習慣～因為女人的心弱～


女人不要隨意相信男人，因為他們永遠只想自己～男人每次都以為很應該～女人我們要為自己而活～女人，我們要遷就男人，因為男人每次都覺得他們是對的，女人不要把他關得緊緊。女人支持他，請給他們面子。。。即使不能在一起也保護他。 女人永遠是犯賤的～～～！！女人，也要堅強保護自己～:)因為路是遙遠沒盡頭的～:)

tag by shuen:)

1. 姓名:lulu

2. 年龄 : 17 (2009)

3. 志愿: airline mistress

4. 有几个家人? 3个

5. 他们是:妈妈，我，妹妹

6. 我爱他们？爱啦..

.7. 一句话形容自己:犯賤

8. 我讨厌？very hate him:(

9. 我喜欢? i like him but he doesn't like me:(

10. 你希望。。。? i hope that still got chance~:(

11. 想到哪里旅行? 伦敦、日本

12. GOT FALL IN LOVE BEFORE? yes

13. GOT IN A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE? yes,but now.....is hurted truely by someone

14. YOU GOT LOVE ANYONE NOW? yes,is HIM~!!!!yet,everything pass~!!!!

15. YOU EASILY GET CRY? ofcoz,dont hurt me...:(

16. YOU ALWAYS SMILE ? ya~i like smile,but smile doesn't let me smile~!

17. YOU THINK YOU SHOULD CHANGE ANY BAD ATTITUDE? ofcoz,but there dont have chance even though i changed~!

18 YOU WISH TO HANG OUT WITH? with him,but no more no more...i miss my friend now~!!!

19. YOU WISH TO TRAVEL TO WHERE WITH YOUR LOVER? ofcoz,we promise before go to shanghai and back his hometown:( but?promise is doesn't happen~!

20.THE SONGS YOU LIKE ? many oO~

21. YOUR BIRTHDAY ? 14/11 coming soon present please`! i need a camera~~~:( canon ixus 200sc:(

22. FRIENDS AND LOVER YOU WILL CHOOSE? friend,coz it been hurted by lover...

23. WILL YOU HANG OUT ALONE? yes..mayb i can do what i need,i feel like wanted to scream out when alone~

1 . YOUR BEST FRIEND(S) ? XIAN QING,YUH TYNG,KEE KEE is alot....

2. YOUR ENEMIES / PEOPLE WHO YOU HATE ? hate him lar~!!!!still what?

3. HAD YOU DID SOMETHING TO MAKE YOUR FRIEND(S) FELT TOUCHED ? perhaps?*

4. WHAT'S THAT? i dont know~!!!

5. YOUR FRIENDS BROKE THE PROMISE BEFORE? no,x the one break all the promise~:(

6. YOU LOVES YOUR FRIENDS? of coz~

7. YOU WILL HELP YOUR FRIENDS WHEN THEY'RE IN SOME DIFFICULTIES ? muz~

8. YOU WISH TO TRAVEL WITH YOUR FRIENDS ? ya~travel wif them is the best~

9. WILL YOU HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS ? ya~but?when there will come find me?????????

10. WHERE YOU ALL HANG OUT ? alot places you dont know~

LOVER1. YOU LOVE HIM? yes~for sure`

2. HIS NAME ? MARCUS HO KIU SING

3. HE CARES YOU ? yes,still now.....

o4. HE LOVES YOU ? yes,but i hurt him very deep.......so now?is just a empty~!

*THE PERSON WHO PASS THIS QUESTIONS TO YOU

1.WHO PASS YOU THIS QUES ? shuen shuen,cousin

2. HOW YOU KNOW HER/HIM? i know her when she born..lolssss

3. HOW LONG YOU KNOW HER / HIM ? whole life~forever and forever~!!!!

4. HER BIRTHDAY ? 23/08

5. WHERE ARE HER NOW ?house lar sohai..abor?ur hse meh?-_-

6. YOU GOT ANYTHING TO TELL HER / HIM ？amoi,i love you~xP

7. YOU HATE HER? you say ler????!!!!

8. YOU LOVE HER ? ya~

9. SHE NEED TO CHANGE HER ATTITUDE? ofcoz,everybody have to change~

10. YOU KNOW HER WELL ?ofcoz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~already cousin lor...how come dont know?

真的，這里唯一的地方讓我講講講～～
分了有怎樣嘛不是要過～
最多哭了就算咯。。。


心痛又怎樣。？全世界的男人都是這樣的～～～
我更本就不用怕沒人愛還是什么～
只要過了就沒事。。。

就好像ck講的。。
接你的文章用下。。。謝謝～:)

真正爱你的女孩，虽然嘴上讨厌你说她小笨笨，可心理却很高兴。

真正爱你的女孩，在受委屈的时候总是第一个想到你。

真正爱你的女孩，在你迟到的时候责怪你，不是真的骂你，而是珍惜每一次和你在一起。

真正爱你的女孩，真的很小气，眼里容不下一粒沙。

真正爱你的女孩，每次生气故作没有消气，只是想听你来哄自己。

真正爱你的女孩，会陪你一起看你最喜欢的节目，即便是自己最讨厌的。真正爱你的女孩，总是要你慢点吃，因为怕你会得胃病。

真正爱你的女孩，会不厌其烦地规劝你戒烟，即便她知道这是不可能的事情。

真正爱你的女孩，会陪你一起打游戏，看你打游戏，无论是不是自己喜欢的。

真正爱你的女孩，会收集你最喜欢的东西，因为只要你高兴。

真正爱你的女孩，不论在嘴上怎么挑剔，在她心里还是最爱你。

真正爱你的女孩，很容易被你感动，哪怕是一件极小的事情。

真正爱你的女孩，即使能独当一面，在你面前也会娇滴滴。

真正爱你的女孩，当有人欺负你，会比你更气愤，不顾什么淑女形象和你一起大骂对方，直到消气。

真正爱你的女孩，不论你有没有成绩都会一直鼓励你。

真正爱你的女孩，会不停的拉倒你，其实那是对你的关心。

真正爱你的女孩, 会在自己的好朋友面前不断的提到你，因为她也想让朋友们了解你。

真正爱你的女孩，不喜欢你有什么事都自己一个人承担，那样她会更加担心。

真正爱你的女孩，每次和你聊天都舍不得自己关掉语音或是挂掉电话，都会等你挂了之后才安心。

所以，男孩一定要珍惜
爱你的女孩！！！

別問我難道我舍得嗎？
我當然會說不舍得....可是
一切都變了啊....再多的舍得。。
他也不會理。。。
因為他們就是大男人～！！！

唯有，自己堅強起來~~
它還對說，要做朋友。。。
至少你還有一點的男人的氣質~

謝謝你出國買給我的東西～
我會好好收著。。。
現在我身邊所有的東西都是你買的。。
要我忘記你真的很難，就連晚上抱的抱抱也是你買～

我還是會珍惜～！！我還是會抱，因為那是我的習慣～

3rd day

Its okay,
is still feeling sad in some moment.......
mayb thats the way i need stand at your side...


i'm just a failure~!!
undang fail again...useless right?:(
i have try my best.lucky it still got chance~~~~~
PRAY,for me...i will pass..

dont ever try to scold me~!why i'm feeling sad just comfort me?
i dont know why you must so stobborn....
cant forgive?
what call love?
always start with a nice happy began,and sad hurt ending..
thats call love~!

不用在乎天長地久，在乎成經擁有～:)


沒有你的日子，我還是會過得好好～
因為這世界上是沒有絕望的～:)
只要努力，一定會得到。
可是你不努力，你就什么都沒有。
你的拒絕，至少我懂，我努力過:)
我不會后悔，因為我有努力要你，
只是你不要我，因為你沒努力～！！！


the 3rd day's live without you....
but,i'm standing here~!

男人男人多希望你是好人～

survive

how i stand strong i still will fall down,
and i still will drop tears....
but,when i think you say:stop crying...my tears stop.....:)
actually i know,it wont turn back anymore,
but i still we tell my self....
you must do it,since the one got you,now you hurt him,so you must got back him..
but when the time i got him mayb he will married?
who know? :)perhaps~**

sorry i couln't give his number to you,i will protect him....

i will be matureeeeee!!!!
you wait~~!!!

happy birthday:)

mummy and god mum...
steamboat night lar what else?^^

happy birthday...thanks MARCUS sponser this cake....:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY MUMMY....
you dont worry,i'm big....you dont need scare i fall down...i will be tough....
before success sure got fail.:)


smile...
dont scare,dont worry,i will be tough...promise you all:)
i know everything is hard to forget...is alot memories...
but,i will be tough...
i will be mature.....you dont need angry to me....:)
i will be mature let you see,will let you know how i change coz get scolding by you...:)

i had been scolded rudely from him,i had been scolded and advice from a friend~:)
she know....
mayb is age,we still cant understand each other,but i will use my heart understand...

MARCUS HO,
i will never give up my life..
i will make it what you want...
you dont worry,i will do it 1day when i get mature...
i will smile to face everything...
coz you teach me alot...
i should not always make you angry den at last i still want XXX with you...
yes,you say true,what for always make you angry....?
since i get scold from you,i know..you want me to be good....:)

i really hope you will see my blog,i will write down everything at here...
so,if 1day you realise that i become mature den you should smile....
:)

wait me.................i'm starting to changed...............:)


thanks you of you...♥


i will learn everything from now~:)
i will enjoy my life..........just like you...
take care ur health,dont forget drink water....
take k ur mum too............:)



i still miss you....................♥

END

END~

this world will be less a couple start from this second...
date:08/09/08-04/11/09
1 years going to 2month...

everything is end up at this afternoon....
i will be tough~!



the heart is still miss you and love you....but since this your decide~fine~!

the last time calling you here,
DARLING,i love you!
goodbye

thanks for being with me all the time,
i will miss the every moment we spend..
i will not forget the you always and forever~~~~

sorry,i use to always show attitude to you...
sorry,i hurt you deeply...
and sorry to myself....

i'm still who am i~

Sorry

yes,is quite long time i din write my blog~
i dont know what should i write~
the day is just passing fast,but i'm not ready for SPM~


yup,my darling is already come back on thursday,but till now i din even meet him...
he is busy guy,always and forever....
got a argue with him when he his at hometown~
sometimes i dont know y?
mayb i'm too caring of you,or you're to careless of me~
please before you do everything thing around of your ppl~
they are not die,i dont care is who..
but just try to explain and respect~
you do always told me this,but you din do it~:(

you know,i'm kinda sad at the last few day....
i'm trying to scold you,but you're just ignore me like shit~

at last,you scolded back me..
you say,i always know to think i dont care about you~!
yes i do~!y?because you really dont even care of me~
if you care of me sure you will discuss with me,sure you will ask permission of me~!
your word:i will treat bie so good like last time.never change~!
but you change when always back hometown~tell you...
i really sad of it~but how? you wont care for it~!

is okay,as long i still got alot friend beside me~:)
they will never throw me a side but you!
i nearly wanna break with you~do really...
that time i dont even heart pain if i break with you...you know?
coz you din even respect on me~!!!!!

that your promise~:this is the last time you tattoo~!i do always rmb MARCUS HO~!so,you dont break your promise to me~!is a big warning to you~!!!!!

skip****
is nothing to say anymore~
this few day i cant sleep...
but you dont care..lols..
lucky got a friend:)

finally,
this morning you asked me.
bie y always cant sleep?you make me worry le:(
bie dont like that.i still beside you here.i still ur bf..
bie dont think too much.i oso vy vy miss you....off day sure i will find bie...

darling,is the 1st time you will worry about me...
hope what you say you understand,
i'm ur gf~ so...please do respect her ever~!
heard it?please dont make her sad anymore...she cries in this few day...but she told herself...is okay....:)you're tough all the way~:)

lols,anyway,i'm okay now~:)
i really hope you do respect me....

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

P/s: i dont know when you will find me...or mayb after 3 week.`i think so~:) is miss you..

come on~

:(
where are you baby boy....?
is super worrying of you...y do you off your phone?no battery?:(

haiz....dear...
reply me if you dream me~LOLs!

I MISS YOU
is crazy~:( so please on your phone back~
hope you're okay..;(